What's the worst thing you've ever done? - Page 2

**chalice** · 08-21-2011, 01:39 PM

I let mе lose from myself.

**Platitude Man** · 08-21-2011, 01:45 PM

Self-deception. It's the worst kind.

**Elena** · 08-21-2011, 01:51 PM

A small riot broke out in the town as normal. I thought nothing of it, but moved in the direction of the bus station sooner than planned. Making my way there some lad threw a petrol bomb at me. I grabbed the closest person too me and used them as a human shield. Then ran like hell. I know they got burnt. Badly. I never planned it so maybe its not that bad?

**mike05450** · 08-21-2011, 02:18 PM

	Originally Posted by Zephyrion To view links or images in this forum your post count must be 2 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.
	I have done some pretty malicious things in my past... All of them for my own gains and ends... Slept with a married woman

It takes two to tango. You weren't the one who took the vows..

**Dion** · 08-21-2011, 03:27 PM

I dated a guy for 5 years and trusted him completely.. (you know where this is going).. our senior year of college, I found out he had been cheating on me with multiple women (some of whom were friends) during most of our relationship. Something inside me snapped. I "forgave" him with the intention of waiting for the best opportunity to strike. When I found out he was planning to propose to me, I cheated on him with someone he considered a brother. I then moved to Denmark for a year so that he couldn't communicate with me. When I came back to the US, I started graduate school, bought an SUV, traveled and never looked back. I heard from his sisters that he became suicidal after I left and was institutionalized for a period of time. Something tells me that I should feel guilt and shame... but I didn't and I don't. Now, I wouldn't have wasted any of my time "getting even".. I have no problem telling people exactly how I feel about them, be it good or bad.

**AGHRMS** · 08-21-2011, 03:46 PM

Was in a affair with a married woman (she made the advances)

Once tried to strangle a child when I was a child myself (I wanted his glue)

Once told a crying woman to "go make yourself useful and go cry in the bathtub, maybe we'll get lucky and you'll drown in your own tears and finally shut up." (I had a headache)

**Tequila** · 08-21-2011, 07:17 PM

Not forgiving a dying friend based on principles but my conscience would not forgive myself.

**WindUp** · 08-21-2011, 10:47 PM

Broke a heart by getting with his best friend even though I had broken things off with the guy (albeit, only weeks before).

**deckard** · 08-21-2011, 10:49 PM

I killed my pet hamster. Not intentionally but neglectfully, as I lost interest. I was 8.

**InTheFlesh** · 08-21-2011, 11:09 PM

Cheated on my girlfriend--> Broke up with my girlfriend to date the other girl--> Cheated on the second girl with the first.

Sex is better when it shouldn't be happening.

**Midichlorianite** · 08-21-2011, 11:48 PM

Posted in this thread and thus ruined your day. You can thank me later.

On a more serious note, girlfriend wanted to commit suicide. I can't stand people who even consider it and thought it only a desire for attention, and thus spurred her on. She actually did it to my surprise.

**InTheFlesh** · 08-21-2011, 11:56 PM

	Originally Posted by AnimusDementis To view links or images in this forum your post count must be 2 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.
	Posted in this thread and thus ruined your day. You can thank me later. On a more serious note, girlfriend wanted to commit suicide. I can't stand people who even consider it and thought it only a desire for attention, and thus spurred her on. She actually did it to my surprise.

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How the fuck did you respond to that?

**Midichlorianite** · 08-22-2011, 12:12 AM

	Originally Posted by InTheFlesh To view links or images in this forum your post count must be 2 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.
	To view links or images in this forum your post count must be 2 or greater. You currently have 0 posts. How the fuck did you respond to that?

Initial shock at her actually doing it -> silent reflection on the matter -> laughed it off. Relationship was doomed anyway, just a bit more messy of an end than I'd have particularly liked. Might sound like an insensitive bastard, but I absolutely loath emos/suicidal tendencies.

**MagicSquid** · 08-22-2011, 04:46 AM

I was going to respond until I read AnimusDementis' post. Tough to follow an act like that.

**VF1J** · 08-22-2011, 04:56 AM

	Originally Posted by Elena To view links or images in this forum your post count must be 2 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.
	A small riot broke out in the town as normal. I thought nothing of it, but moved in the direction of the bus station sooner than planned. Making my way there some lad threw a petrol bomb at me. I grabbed the closest person too me and used them as a human shield. Then ran like hell. I know they got burnt. Badly. I never planned it so maybe its not that bad?

Is it bad that this made me smile?

**psychosylocibin** · 08-22-2011, 08:30 AM

Cheated on a past Girlfriend. Twice. she told me I meant everything to her. I cheated on her during GOOD terms too. That however, is not the worst thing. I was too much of a chicken to admit to her and but broke up with her because I couldn't bear the thought of a relationship based on a lie. If she would have found out it would have shattered her trust in men and relationships. She still does not know to this day.

So she thinks I broke up with her becuase of reasons other than cheating. (which are TRUE reasons, but was not the dealbreaker). She was so incredibly honest, caring, and compatible with me. But all those things were based on lie, so I had to end it.

Thats about it. god I feel like such an asshole.

**mike05450** · 08-22-2011, 01:12 PM

	Originally Posted by InTheFlesh To view links or images in this forum your post count must be 2 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.
	Cheated on my girlfriend--> Broke up with my girlfriend to date the other girl--> Cheated on the second girl with the first.

I did the same thing. Then I decided to take the first girl back because I had love for her, I missed her sweetness and nurturing nature. 8 years later I caught her fuc*ing her scumbag co worker. Stole frome me, sold my things to support her new man, etc while the second girl married a man and they're still together to this day.. Oops I guess I should have gone with logic vs "love" which was more like guilt and/or sympathy.

**Digity** · 08-22-2011, 02:06 PM

Killed a hobo.

**notconventional** · 08-25-2011, 03:52 PM

Driving home one night when the road was almost deserted I caught up to a bomb of a car driving along at 50Km per hour. The passenger, a woman, opened the door and tried to jump out as she screamed 'HELP.' The male driver pulled her back inside and turned off into a side street. I kept going the way I was going. It didn't occur to me till a minute later that I should have followed and called the police.

If I go to hell that will be why. In my defence I've been beaten to the point of amnesia and hospitalisation by people in that particular social sub-group and would consider following that car to it's destination a threat to my life. But still I'll never forgive myself.

That's the worst I've ever done as she may have died but beyond that HonestMax couldn't prove his 'logic prevents evil' theory by me. I've bullied, I've started fights, I've quit jobs when I was really needed at work but mostly I've stood back and watched fascinated whilst things turned sour when I could have stopped things escalating.

**sircockburn** · 08-25-2011, 04:18 PM

	Originally Posted by HonestMax To view links or images in this forum your post count must be 2 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.
	Perhaps he learnt not to excessively stare at people who look different. Imagine the world if everyone was able to rationally reflect and learn from harmful experiences...

er, wtf? It's kind of human nature for our eyes to go somewhere, particularly to someone wearing things he knows damn well will attract attention.

Someone's lingering eyeballs aren't going to hurt anyone. Maybe people should stop being so fucking sensitive, if you don't want to be stared at or even glanced at, don't wear shit you know wll get attention. Or better yet, stay home.

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Trying to teach my ex how to drive and failing at it: "Look, man, you just don't have it in you. Maybe you should just get used to the fact that you'll always be dependent on other people to do things for you."

He started crying, and that just wore on my patience, so I kicked him out of the car, forcing him to walk off the freeway exit in tears while I sped off.

**ness2361** · 08-25-2011, 04:58 PM

I could not possible pick a 'worst' because I'm too aware of my multiple motives, others', and also have to consider how old I was, the other person, victim/volunteer..., and my being 50, shit, poor memory alone would preclude my knowing what 'worst act' was...

So how about just something bad, even if I have excuses, and even reasons, which of course I do:

Helping my older sister, when I was eight and she was 10, mix rat poison into milk for a neighbor girl on her way over to walk with us to school. I kept hoping my Mom would wake up and stop us, that she and my Dad would keep sleeping because if they caught us we'd get the shit beat out of us, that the girl wouldn't show, that she would, that she'd drink it and die, she'd drink it and just get sick but never connect drinking the milk with feeling ill...

My stomach hurt, my heart beat fast, I kept looking toward the back of the flat where my parents slept, and then over at my sister busily mixing away seemingly without a care in the world except to finish before the neighbor girl arrived. 'Course, this sister tried killing me when I was four (scissors to my skull) and she was six, so I don't imagine there was any 'seemingly' about how carefree she appeared to be.

I was very relieved when the neighbor girl did what I expected--and had tried from the first to convince my older sister of: she saw the brown flakes floating in the milk and declined the beverage.

This was 1969 so who knows what would have happened to my older sister and me if the neighbor girl, for some strange reason, had drunk the tainted milk. Now days I guess we'd be put in an adult prison after a really short but big-buzz trial about sociopathology and what to do, what to do, what to do about it...

**Andre20** · 08-25-2011, 05:11 PM

I asked this girl back in the day why she looked so different compared to her siblings. I knew she was adopted, but I still asked it for some unknown reason. That was really fucked up. She was black with light skin and her family was white.

**deckard** · 08-26-2011, 07:50 PM

Second worst. Told the truth on the internet. Baazing!

**AGHRMS** · 08-26-2011, 08:13 PM

	Originally Posted by VF1J To view links or images in this forum your post count must be 2 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.
	Is it bad that this made me smile?

Not if it isn't bad that I laughed my ass off.

My response to the situation:

A bomb that explodes on impact: Use a human shield.
A bomb that takes a while to explode (such as a grenade): Catch it/pick it up and throw it back at them.

**Deliberator** · 08-26-2011, 08:37 PM

This thread is creeping me out.

I think maybe the worst thing I've ever done was being a shit to my little sister all while growing up. I hope I haven't screwed her up for life, she really looked up to me for a long time (for some strange reason) and I squashed her self-esteem every chance I got. Turns out she may have William's syndrome.

I ponder doing bad things quite a bit, but even these bad things are only sorta bad. I think the most harm I am ever likely to do is fail to be there when the people in my life really need me.

08-21-2011, 01:39 PM	#26
chalice Member [12%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Mar 2011 Posts: 493	I let mе lose from myself.
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08-21-2011, 01:45 PM	#27
Platitude Man Member [05%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Aug 2011 Posts: 213	Self-deception. It's the worst kind.
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08-21-2011, 01:51 PM	#28
Elena Core Member [140%] MBTI: INTX Join Date: Aug 2009 Posts: 5,630	A small riot broke out in the town as normal. I thought nothing of it, but moved in the direction of the bus station sooner than planned. Making my way there some lad threw a petrol bomb at me. I grabbed the closest person too me and used them as a human shield. Then ran like hell. I know they got burnt. Badly. I never planned it so maybe its not that bad?
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08-21-2011, 03:27 PM	#30
Dion Member [18%] MBTI: XXXX Join Date: Jul 2011 Posts: 751	I dated a guy for 5 years and trusted him completely.. (you know where this is going).. our senior year of college, I found out he had been cheating on me with multiple women (some of whom were friends) during most of our relationship. Something inside me snapped. I "forgave" him with the intention of waiting for the best opportunity to strike. When I found out he was planning to propose to me, I cheated on him with someone he considered a brother. I then moved to Denmark for a year so that he couldn't communicate with me. When I came back to the US, I started graduate school, bought an SUV, traveled and never looked back. I heard from his sisters that he became suicidal after I left and was institutionalized for a period of time. Something tells me that I should feel guilt and shame... but I didn't and I don't. Now, I wouldn't have wasted any of my time "getting even".. I have no problem telling people exactly how I feel about them, be it good or bad.
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08-21-2011, 03:46 PM	#31
AGHRMS Member [27%] MBTI: INTP Join Date: Jun 2011 Posts: 1,103	Was in a affair with a married woman (she made the advances) Once tried to strangle a child when I was a child myself (I wanted his glue) Once told a crying woman to "go make yourself useful and go cry in the bathtub, maybe we'll get lucky and you'll drown in your own tears and finally shut up." (I had a headache)
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08-21-2011, 07:17 PM	#32
Tequila Member [06%] MBTI: xxxx Join Date: Jul 2011 Posts: 256	Not forgiving a dying friend based on principles but my conscience would not forgive myself.
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08-21-2011, 10:47 PM	#33
WindUp Member [22%] MBTI: INfJ Join Date: Jun 2011 Posts: 903	Broke a heart by getting with his best friend even though I had broken things off with the guy (albeit, only weeks before).
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08-21-2011, 10:49 PM	#34
deckard Member [46%] MBTI: IsTJ Join Date: Jun 2011 Posts: 1,840	I killed my pet hamster. Not intentionally but neglectfully, as I lost interest. I was 8.
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08-21-2011, 11:09 PM	#35
InTheFlesh New Member [01%] MBTI: INxJ Join Date: Jan 2011 Posts: 28	Cheated on my girlfriend--> Broke up with my girlfriend to date the other girl--> Cheated on the second girl with the first. Sex is better when it shouldn't be happening.
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08-21-2011, 11:48 PM	#36
Midichlorianite Veteran Member [55%] MBTI: INFJ Join Date: Feb 2011 Posts: 2,210	Posted in this thread and thus ruined your day. You can thank me later. On a more serious note, girlfriend wanted to commit suicide. I can't stand people who even consider it and thought it only a desire for attention, and thus spurred her on. She actually did it to my surprise.
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08-22-2011, 04:46 AM	#39
MagicSquid New Member [01%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Mar 2009 Posts: 45	I was going to respond until I read AnimusDementis' post. Tough to follow an act like that.
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08-22-2011, 08:30 AM	#41
psychosylocibin Member [12%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Dec 2009 Posts: 513	Cheated on a past Girlfriend. Twice. she told me I meant everything to her. I cheated on her during GOOD terms too. That however, is not the worst thing. I was too much of a chicken to admit to her and but broke up with her because I couldn't bear the thought of a relationship based on a lie. If she would have found out it would have shattered her trust in men and relationships. She still does not know to this day. So she thinks I broke up with her becuase of reasons other than cheating. (which are TRUE reasons, but was not the dealbreaker). She was so incredibly honest, caring, and compatible with me. But all those things were based on lie, so I had to end it. Thats about it. god I feel like such an asshole.
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08-22-2011, 02:06 PM	#43
Digity New Member [01%] MBTI: INTx Join Date: Aug 2011 Posts: 23	Killed a hobo.
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08-25-2011, 03:52 PM	#44
notconventional New Member [01%] MBTI: INTx Join Date: Jun 2011 Posts: 70	Driving home one night when the road was almost deserted I caught up to a bomb of a car driving along at 50Km per hour. The passenger, a woman, opened the door and tried to jump out as she screamed 'HELP.' The male driver pulled her back inside and turned off into a side street. I kept going the way I was going. It didn't occur to me till a minute later that I should have followed and called the police. If I go to hell that will be why. In my defence I've been beaten to the point of amnesia and hospitalisation by people in that particular social sub-group and would consider following that car to it's destination a threat to my life. But still I'll never forgive myself. That's the worst I've ever done as she may have died but beyond that HonestMax couldn't prove his 'logic prevents evil' theory by me. I've bullied, I've started fights, I've quit jobs when I was really needed at work but mostly I've stood back and watched fascinated whilst things turned sour when I could have stopped things escalating.
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08-25-2011, 04:58 PM	#46
ness2361 Core Member [135%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Mar 2009 Posts: 5,408	I could not possible pick a 'worst' because I'm too aware of my multiple motives, others', and also have to consider how old I was, the other person, victim/volunteer..., and my being 50, shit, poor memory alone would preclude my knowing what 'worst act' was... So how about just something bad, even if I have excuses, and even reasons, which of course I do: Helping my older sister, when I was eight and she was 10, mix rat poison into milk for a neighbor girl on her way over to walk with us to school. I kept hoping my Mom would wake up and stop us, that she and my Dad would keep sleeping because if they caught us we'd get the shit beat out of us, that the girl wouldn't show, that she would, that she'd drink it and die, she'd drink it and just get sick but never connect drinking the milk with feeling ill... My stomach hurt, my heart beat fast, I kept looking toward the back of the flat where my parents slept, and then over at my sister busily mixing away seemingly without a care in the world except to finish before the neighbor girl arrived. 'Course, this sister tried killing me when I was four (scissors to my skull) and she was six, so I don't imagine there was any 'seemingly' about how carefree she appeared to be. I was very relieved when the neighbor girl did what I expected--and had tried from the first to convince my older sister of: she saw the brown flakes floating in the milk and declined the beverage. This was 1969 so who knows what would have happened to my older sister and me if the neighbor girl, for some strange reason, had drunk the tainted milk. Now days I guess we'd be put in an adult prison after a really short but big-buzz trial about sociopathology and what to do, what to do, what to do about it...
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08-25-2011, 05:11 PM	#47
Andre20 Member [16%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Aug 2011 Posts: 679	I asked this girl back in the day why she looked so different compared to her siblings. I knew she was adopted, but I still asked it for some unknown reason. That was really fucked up. She was black with light skin and her family was white.
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08-26-2011, 07:50 PM	#48
deckard Member [46%] MBTI: IsTJ Join Date: Jun 2011 Posts: 1,840	Second worst. Told the truth on the internet. Baazing!
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08-26-2011, 08:37 PM	#50
Deliberator Core Member [122%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Sep 2008 Posts: 4,884	This thread is creeping me out. I think maybe the worst thing I've ever done was being a shit to my little sister all while growing up. I hope I haven't screwed her up for life, she really looked up to me for a long time (for some strange reason) and I squashed her self-esteem every chance I got. Turns out she may have William's syndrome. I ponder doing bad things quite a bit, but even these bad things are only sorta bad. I think the most harm I am ever likely to do is fail to be there when the people in my life really need me.
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