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**n8ey** · 02-04-2012, 01:28 PM

I wish I went to Hogwarts. I have a feeling I'd be Slytherin.

Dancingqueen · 02-04-2012, 04:49 PM

Parties are just not my thing. I tried but I can only fake laugh for so long...

**JC22** · 02-04-2012, 04:52 PM

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	I wish I went to Hogwarts. I have a feeling I'd be Slytherin.

I'm pretty sure I would have been kicked out of Hogwarts after only having been on school grounds for 5 minutes.

**Hymn** · 02-04-2012, 05:17 PM

I sometimes pretend that I'd be able to shut down emotionally, and stop caring about everything and everyone I love, since emotions are subjective anyway and "it's all in your mind". Sometimes it seems so doable that it scares me.

**jkatra** · 02-04-2012, 10:23 PM

I really don't have a strong desire to make friends with anyone. It's just not in my nature for some reason.

**Rachel45** · 02-04-2012, 10:27 PM

I probably need to go back to sleep...but I would rather do schoolwork instead.

**storm eyes** · 02-04-2012, 10:34 PM

Thank you, for you.

**AkaruiRain** · 02-05-2012, 11:46 AM

Really excited!!! Never been to DC before. ou o

**reiven** · 02-05-2012, 11:51 AM

i enjoy the way you get excited over an excel spreadsheet
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**storm eyes** · 02-05-2012, 08:54 PM

If I hear another Happy Birthday song I may remove my eardrums
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- serves me right for being a smartarse
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**intjistp** · 02-05-2012, 11:26 PM

I am so scared of choices now.

**Rachel45** · 02-05-2012, 11:39 PM

I don't want to be married...

**idoj** · 02-05-2012, 11:46 PM

I don't care about any of it. I just want to start over... but I made an ass of myself by flying into a rage about things that had nothing to do with me. I'm too scared to tell you that I deleted you as a contact to stop my own tangential blubbering rant, I've already had to fess up to that once, or twenty times... So, I'm stuck unable to admit my own folly... I can't even promise I won't get angry and take something personal that isn't again. I've played the part of Pygmalion for so long that I surprise myself when my ego surfaces, so catostrophically... I don't mean for it to hurt anyone, especially not you.

**Artio** · 02-06-2012, 12:51 AM

Even if I can ignore my physical needs quite efficiently, I shouldn't do so. It doesn't matter if I like it or not, my brain is affected by hormones and chemicals, just like anyone else's. My body isn't just a failing tool, or a container for my mind, it is part of me. It is not against me, when it restricts my mind - it's just under the laws of universe.

I don't know any other way to notice how my whole system is doing except taking a pause from my natural INTJ stuff and focus my mind - I know I can sensor, it just doesn't happen automatically. I am the expert, I know when I need to eat and what my body needs to be nourished. I know when I feel tired or clear-headed. I'm the only one who knows when there is tension in my neck or pain in my ovaries.

I never believed I could be this happy and content all the time. First I thought it was just a counterreaction to my depression. Then I thought it was just a honeymoon with my single life after several years of marital difficulties. Now I think this is reaction to all those wonderful things I'm experiencing every day. However, this has lasted for a long time already - when will I allow myself to believe, that I can make this happiness last? Even if life isn't pure bliss all the time, I can still honesty say I'm content.

If I want to maintain balance, it means I need to be present.

**ModernLit** · 02-06-2012, 12:54 AM

i'm really sad my best friend seems to want to break up with her sweet boyfriend because of things out of his and her control. i used to live vicariously through their happy, idealized relationship. now what will i use as my model relationship?

**venuspop** · 02-06-2012, 03:13 AM

There is no model relationship. There's only tolerance and forbearance, dependent on one's breaking point.

**Distance** · 02-06-2012, 12:58 PM

Freestyle! Dance with me.

**lifesight** · 02-06-2012, 01:16 PM

I search for quotes, pictures, songs... to express the things i just can't say.

**JC22** · 02-06-2012, 03:37 PM

"How can the Devil take a brother if he's close to me?"

-Tupac

**JulietCapulet** · 02-06-2012, 06:57 PM

I have a headache which is unusual for me.

**idoj** · 02-06-2012, 07:03 PM

Mirrors never reflect past loves... but they can reflect you during past heartbreaks... Uh Duh... Of course, pigs bark... Time to paint
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**JC22** · 02-06-2012, 09:22 PM

Ok, I think I'm done for today.

My body is screaming at me to give it up and go to bed...

But my spirit is yelling: "SPARTAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!"

**Rachel45** · 02-07-2012, 12:43 AM

I hate your disease and I hate this bullshit. You are gambling with your life and you just don't seem to care??? Good luck with that, laugh while you can...asshole!

**Silverity** · 02-07-2012, 12:46 AM

What I'm really hurt about is that I thought you cared, and you didn't, and I feel like an idiot.

**JulietCapulet** · 02-07-2012, 02:24 AM

I just woke up in the middle of the night again.

02-04-2012, 01:28 PM	#2526
n8ey Veteran Member [56%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Feb 2011 Posts: 2,270	I wish I went to Hogwarts. I have a feeling I'd be Slytherin.
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02-04-2012, 04:49 PM	#2527
Dancingqueen Core Member [133%] MBTI: iNTJ Join Date: Sep 2011 Posts: 5,324	Parties are just not my thing. I tried but I can only fake laugh for so long...
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02-04-2012, 05:17 PM	#2529
Hymn Member [02%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Jan 2012 Posts: 110	I sometimes pretend that I'd be able to shut down emotionally, and stop caring about everything and everyone I love, since emotions are subjective anyway and "it's all in your mind". Sometimes it seems so doable that it scares me.
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02-04-2012, 10:23 PM	#2530
jkatra Core Member [723%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Jan 2009 Posts: 28,938	I really don't have a strong desire to make friends with anyone. It's just not in my nature for some reason.
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02-04-2012, 10:27 PM	#2531
Rachel45 Core Member [137%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Jun 2008 Posts: 5,509	I probably need to go back to sleep...but I would rather do schoolwork instead.
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02-04-2012, 10:34 PM	#2532
storm eyes Core Member [150%] MBTI: INFJ Join Date: Aug 2010 Posts: 6,010	Thank you, for you.
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02-05-2012, 11:46 AM	#2533
AkaruiRain Banned MBTI: INTP Join Date: Jul 2011 Posts: 592	Really excited!!! Never been to DC before. ou o
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02-05-2012, 11:51 AM	#2534
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02-05-2012, 08:54 PM	#2535
storm eyes Core Member [150%] MBTI: INFJ Join Date: Aug 2010 Posts: 6,010	If I hear another Happy Birthday song I may remove my eardrums To view links or images in this forum your post count must be 2 or greater. You currently have 0 posts. - serves me right for being a smartarse To view links or images in this forum your post count must be 2 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.
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02-05-2012, 11:26 PM	#2536
intjistp Member [24%] MBTI: xxxx Join Date: Nov 2010 Posts: 993	I am so scared of choices now.
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02-05-2012, 11:39 PM	#2537
Rachel45 Core Member [137%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Jun 2008 Posts: 5,509	I don't want to be married...
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02-05-2012, 11:46 PM	#2538
idoj Banned MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Sep 2011 Posts: 2,603	I don't care about any of it. I just want to start over... but I made an ass of myself by flying into a rage about things that had nothing to do with me. I'm too scared to tell you that I deleted you as a contact to stop my own tangential blubbering rant, I've already had to fess up to that once, or twenty times... So, I'm stuck unable to admit my own folly... I can't even promise I won't get angry and take something personal that isn't again. I've played the part of Pygmalion for so long that I surprise myself when my ego surfaces, so catostrophically... I don't mean for it to hurt anyone, especially not you.
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02-06-2012, 12:51 AM	#2539
Artio Core Member [515%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Aug 2010 Posts: 20,632	Even if I can ignore my physical needs quite efficiently, I shouldn't do so. It doesn't matter if I like it or not, my brain is affected by hormones and chemicals, just like anyone else's. My body isn't just a failing tool, or a container for my mind, it is part of me. It is not against me, when it restricts my mind - it's just under the laws of universe. I don't know any other way to notice how my whole system is doing except taking a pause from my natural INTJ stuff and focus my mind - I know I can sensor, it just doesn't happen automatically. I am the expert, I know when I need to eat and what my body needs to be nourished. I know when I feel tired or clear-headed. I'm the only one who knows when there is tension in my neck or pain in my ovaries. I never believed I could be this happy and content all the time. First I thought it was just a counterreaction to my depression. Then I thought it was just a honeymoon with my single life after several years of marital difficulties. Now I think this is reaction to all those wonderful things I'm experiencing every day. However, this has lasted for a long time already - when will I allow myself to believe, that I can make this happiness last? Even if life isn't pure bliss all the time, I can still honesty say I'm content. If I want to maintain balance, it means I need to be present.
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02-06-2012, 12:54 AM	#2540
ModernLit Core Member [182%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Apr 2010 Posts: 7,294	i'm really sad my best friend seems to want to break up with her sweet boyfriend because of things out of his and her control. i used to live vicariously through their happy, idealized relationship. now what will i use as my model relationship?
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02-06-2012, 03:13 AM	#2541
venuspop Core Member [928%] MBTI: ISTJ Join Date: Oct 2010 Posts: 37,122	There is no model relationship. There's only tolerance and forbearance, dependent on one's breaking point.
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02-06-2012, 12:58 PM	#2542
Distance Core Member [418%] MBTI: eNTj Join Date: Apr 2010 Posts: 16,729	Freestyle! Dance with me.
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02-06-2012, 01:16 PM	#2543
lifesight Core Member [312%] MBTI: INFP Join Date: Jul 2010 Posts: 12,518	I search for quotes, pictures, songs... to express the things i just can't say.
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02-06-2012, 03:37 PM	#2544
JC22 Core Member [112%] MBTI: xxxx Join Date: Sep 2011 Posts: 4,509	"How can the Devil take a brother if he's close to me?" -Tupac
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02-06-2012, 06:57 PM	#2545
JulietCapulet Veteran Member [96%] MBTI: XNFX Join Date: May 2010 Posts: 3,865	I have a headache which is unusual for me.
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02-06-2012, 07:03 PM	#2546
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02-06-2012, 09:22 PM	#2547
JC22 Core Member [112%] MBTI: xxxx Join Date: Sep 2011 Posts: 4,509	Ok, I think I'm done for today. My body is screaming at me to give it up and go to bed... But my spirit is yelling: "SPARTAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!"
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02-07-2012, 12:43 AM	#2548
Rachel45 Core Member [137%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Jun 2008 Posts: 5,509	I hate your disease and I hate this bullshit. You are gambling with your life and you just don't seem to care??? Good luck with that, laugh while you can...asshole!
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02-07-2012, 12:46 AM	#2549
Silverity Core Member [278%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Sep 2009 Posts: 11,152	What I'm really hurt about is that I thought you cared, and you didn't, and I feel like an idiot.
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02-07-2012, 02:24 AM	#2550
JulietCapulet Veteran Member [96%] MBTI: XNFX Join Date: May 2010 Posts: 3,865	I just woke up in the middle of the night again.
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