Write a letter to your crush/significant other/loved one - Page 42

**Nyctalop** · 07-06-2012, 08:54 AM

I die a little inside every day that passes that you don't acknowledge me. My heart shrinks, getting smaller and smaller, as I realize that my hopes are in vain. I'm already trying to move on but it's hard. Especially with you around every day to remind me how much I care about you and how great everything could be but isn't. You probably don't even give a second thought about me and I wish I could too. Not about me, at this moment I couldn't care less about myself, but about you. The most horrible thing is that I know you're not happy and I can't do anything about it. The feeling of powerlessness is mortifying. If you were happy, even with someone else, that would be bearable. I could dream about you, I could encroach on your happiness, I could get a good night's sleep. I'm looking at other women and they seem grey to your colour. I hope you can forget me because I know I won't forget you.

**MecEngFTW** · 07-06-2012, 10:31 AM

Dear Crush,

You said you had a crush on me to my face and I thought you were cute as well. Then with every subsequent effort to get together, you always have something going on. So me facing facts, I've decided to move on in my life. Luckily, there was no real overall emotional attachment so I played video games that night and pretty much forgot about it. What could've been though, what could've been.

P.S. Stop saying hot water heater, it's redundant.

**dzr** · 07-06-2012, 10:19 PM

Dearly beloved,

I still cannot thank you enough for having been apart of my life. Our relationship was nothing but positive impacts for me and it was all because I wanted to please you. Whether or not you decide to keep this connection between us, I just want you to know that you will always have a place in my heart and I will always be here for you because I still believe you to be the best thing that's happened to me. That will change or not depending on the choices you make with our current situation. I just hope that the connection between us is strong enough to make you hold on because I still want to repay you for changing my life by changing yours. I want to be the one to make you happy.

Your amazing ex-boyfriend,

dzr

**mcantrim** · 07-06-2012, 10:43 PM

''For of all sad words of tongue or pen The saddest are these 'it might have been' ''

**JC22** · 07-06-2012, 10:58 PM

Dear chick at the office,

You don't need to sit 5 inches away from my face to have a conversation with me. I am not going to kiss you anytime soon and the CO2 exchanged inhalation isnt healthy for us.

P.S

For a confident, socially experience ENFJ, you do kinda suck at hiding it from me.

**AaronSheffield** · 07-07-2012, 12:32 PM

K,

Like anyone else, as I get older I look back and see times in my life when, had I the opportunity to relive the event, I would now choose differently. But that is a part of life and a part of growing and there is only one decision that I can truly say that I "regret" in the sense that its memory causes me pain. My decision to leave you.

I am no longer young enough nor naive enough to imagine that there can never be another woman for me. Neither am I arrogant enough to imagine that you are not in all likelihood better off without a partner as distant as I have a tendency to be. I am not unhappy in my life; each day brings fresh joys and I strive to recognize them just as I always have. I have not abjured the company of other women in some unwarranted and too-optimistic hope that you and I will someday be together again. I do not judge my dates on how closely they resemble you and I am able to find excitement about the woman with whom I am going to the symphony on Thursday.

If a second chance were possible, I would take it, but I am, if nothing else, practical and so I do not pine. But I miss you. Every day. And I wish that I had made the better choice on that day last April.

AS

**PRBori** · 07-07-2012, 12:56 PM

dear crush,

I think I would like playing the role of an Indian princess for you, I can assure you it will be fun and I just happen to have all the necessary gadgets to do just that. So sure, why not, I'll make sure to make it a date to remember. So get ready for a HINDI princess you'll never forget.

or

maybe not. Maybe someone else would enjoy it some time down the road when I'm ready to search for someone easier to understand.

**JackCY** · 07-07-2012, 03:42 PM

As you wish.

**Ambra** · 07-07-2012, 04:28 PM

Dear You,

I haven't thought about you in ages so how can it be that you're on my mind so much lately? I can't tell if I am longing for you or for something I associate with you, but it doesn't matter. Since you're taking up space in my mind, I can't help but think of freakishly efficient ways to mess with you.
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It's really nice to feel again the subtle burn of a familiar affection for someone who has always treated me with complete honesty and respect. Where ever you are, you are on my mind.

As Always.

**yeah** · 07-07-2012, 08:06 PM

Although there was nothing between us, I felt compelled to do it. My execution should have been different. Now, since I lack the necessary information, I will not make another attempt.

**arduousname** · 07-07-2012, 08:36 PM

Run! Run far, fast, and now! Just a suggestion from personal experience.

Originally Posted by Carot Dear crush,

Why?

I expected to never hear from you again, to be shunned. I never once expected an apology. Who apologizes to a monster, to a freak?

I was so close, my calm had nearly returned. With one text, with one asking of forgiveness, it is gone again.

You tell me you hurt and suddenly I seek to only help ease that, regardless of the cost to myself.

**Carot** · 07-08-2012, 12:11 AM

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	Run! Run far, fast, and now! Just a suggestion from personal experience.

Heh, too late.

Dear crush,

Your apology indicated that you felt guilt for hurting me, that you felt the fault was yours. That is something that I will not allow, regardless of it's truth or lack thereof.

I gave you a response in which to shift all blame from your shoulders and onto my own. It is a burden I do not mind bearing. Best that I take that which I am used to, so that you might go on to find happiness without guilt or fear.

Once a time I told you that the harsh words of others could not hurt me, this is because only I know the truth inside myself. Only I know the darkness inside that the shallow words of others can only touch the edges of.

Let me be the monster, go forth and find a prince for yourself.

Ciao,
Carot

**LiveNotOnEvil** · 07-08-2012, 09:03 AM

Dear crush,

Saint Valentine was stoned to death for man's romantic sins and as such, I never have to give you anything on Valentine's Day.

Yours Duly, a person

**Lilie** · 07-09-2012, 02:12 AM

Dear Boyfriend

Your complete indifference to cats is kind of disturbing, like how can you just totally ignore a ~~sweetie weetie bitty boo cutie ums kitty~~ cat when it rubs against you? but your friends are right: you are just going to have to deal with having a cat around. Not today, or maybe even next year, but I really love cats and won't do without one indefinitely. My dad didn't like cats either but after a few years with our darling S, he warmed up to her. Kind of. You will too!

^_^

**Artio** · 07-09-2012, 10:15 AM

*hides a picture under your pillow*

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**PRBori** · 07-10-2012, 06:37 PM

Dear crush, this is not healthy. I can't stand it. I think is best to go separate ways. I don't know what to think of it anymore. You said you want to be friends, but I don't see you wanting to know me for me. Besides I am almost certain I'm not your type, yes I might be sexy and intelligent, but I know there are a few things that you couldn't deal with even if you think you can.

I have feelings and althought I have managed to supress them, the fact is that they are somehow eating me inside. I hate the fact that you text me when you feel like it, ignore some of my questions, and yet spend almost all day texting others at work. I'm having a hard time trusting you. Bottom line, what we have is not a friendship. At least not what I think of what a friendship should be like.

**warweasel** · 07-13-2012, 04:35 PM

Dear INTJ(?) Coworker... I like you.

Not interested in a relationship, but if you wanna bump uglies sometime, I'd be down for that.

**PRBori** · 07-13-2012, 04:59 PM

Dear crush why do you have to be so dam handsome? I am missing our interactions like crazy and your touch. I'm not sure I can stay away any longer. In any event, I am looking forward to going out with you again. It's crazy, I'm not sure what is going to happen anymore. Being so close to you doesn't help either.
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**Tejeira** · 07-13-2012, 08:19 PM

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	to whom it may concern: I do not appreciate the adrenaline jolt I still get whenever I see/hear about you. Please quit being so inconvenient, I have other situations to deal with. It's really odd to go from face-lighting-up terms to ignoring terms so quickly. ugh To view links or images in this forum your post count must be 2 or greater. You currently have 0 posts. /grouch

lol this is very cute
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---------- Post added 07-13-2012 at 07:21 PM ----------

Dear love,

Thank you for planning on taking me out to dinner tonight.

I won't be wearing any panties.

Signed,
Your girl.

**Rachminov** · 07-14-2012, 09:51 AM

Dear crush(es),

You have to know that honestly, I'm through with the making out in the back of your car or the backstage massages. I want for you to kiss me - just a peck on my temple even - and tell me how you feel. I'm not a sex object. I want one of you to do this soon or I will have to move on to something better.

Bethany

**RootBeer** · 07-15-2012, 02:18 AM

(I wasn't going to go to the trouble of sending this to the person, but after I went to all the trouble of writing it for a freaking forum post, I figured I might as well send it anyway. I have nothing to lose.)

-------

Dear _______

You have changed so much since I met you. In the past two weeks you've gone from someone I adored to someone who seems very different. I thought I knew you... it is so rare for me to misjudge people. I am just completely confused and surprised and that is why I don't even try to talk to you. I can't relate.

When I first found you I knew you were different from anyone else I ever met. You were writing essays, singing songs, playing guitar, posing for fashion photos... how does one person have so many talents and interests? I am still not sure actually. I only have one thing I am extremely good at, so I had to respect you for you talents. A lot. I was so impressed by you that I was in love with you. No, not at first, but after speaking to you and finding you were even better than I thought... unreal actually...

When you actually started reading some obscure philosopher I found, I never felt so happy. You actually listened to me and went to the trouble of caring enough to study it. That never happens in the real world. It still makes me smile a little even now to think about it. I don't care about the book or whatever else. Just that you did it. Awesome.

However, now it almost feels like our short “friendship” was some sort of hallucination I had!!! I still have some of our emails in my mailbox so I know it was real though. I was actually thinking that tonight – maybe I hallucinated. It really happened though. I checked.

I wonder if you think I won't talk to you because you are a pot smoker or drunk or whatever it is you are doing now??? No, actually I don't care so much about that. I don't have problems with people doing drugs. My ex-girlfriend was a stoner. However it seems like you have been high or drunk for two weeks straight and it makes me worry a bit, but whatever.

I know how it is when someone says to you “(something)...makes me worry.” You feel like saying “shut up” or “grow up”, but hey, what can I say – it is what it is. Be happy someone cares about you. There are some people (not me) who are completely alone and 100% no one gives a shit about. At least I have a couple of people who care I'm not dead and so do you.

It doesn't bother me if you are drunk. I know the feeling. I love it actually. I wrote to you a couple times when I was drunk. I am constantly on edge and need to relax. Yes, it does it for me. However for this month I decided to stop drinking completely. I think you caused my new sobriety, and you will probably be offended by that or consider it a joke. I was actually thinking about giving up drinking the rest of my life but then I was listening to country music songs tonight and noticed that they sounded a lot better when I was drunk. So I guess I will get back to drinking eventually. For now though I am off drinking and am working out, weightlifting again.

In case you are wondering... yes, I do realize how stupid our “relationship” is... for a lot of reasons which I don't need to explain. I simply don't care though. You were so unique and interesting and I just decided that it doesn't matter. I don't care what other people in the world think. When I decide to do something, I just do it and dont' give a fuck whether it makes any sense.

One more thing. I am not actually a moral or nice person. I am really a very cold person, almost emotionless when dealing with people. I don't even care about death. After all, millions of animals die in the woods every day and no one gives a shit? Why should a human be any different? Most people in this world are worthless and I don't care. I think they are no different than animals.

The difference is when I find that ONE person who is that type of person that is “my type” I absolutely would do anything for them and protecting them is all I think about. You are not the first - in fact I still have someone who I have a relationship like that with but that has nothing to do with you so I'm not gonna explain it. Anyway, YOU are one of those people who is LITERALLY one in ten million of people. The unique super talented and excellent person (or perhaps was... past tense). That is why I was so nice to you.

I guess that is all I have to say. I absolutely LOVED the short time we knew each other. I am done with you now though – I have to be. I am like either "all on" or "all off" and no in between states.

I know you are happy now and you don't have to reply. I really sincerely hope you have a great life because you deserve it.

Don't take this as me judging you. If you are living the life of what is in your nature, you are doing the right thing (yes I really believe all that philosophy). Do what you were meant to do and you will be happy.

Thank You, Love(d) You _____ and Bye Forever
-Matt

**Foggers** · 07-15-2012, 07:34 AM

I still have feelings for you. I wish things had worked out differently and that we could still be friends.

Also I wish I hadn't looked at your Facebook. You're too sweet and adorable looking. If only you'd chosen me.

fuck

**peppersasen** · 07-15-2012, 08:56 AM

I haven't cried in a month. But the humiliation from being unwanted at my parents is beginning to really get to me. I need a husband fast. I don't care if I have to how much I destroy myself to be able to move out. Help me.

**reiven** · 07-15-2012, 09:58 AM

pssst,
i really really really *throws arm over face* really like you.

really.

**PRBori** · 07-15-2012, 10:29 AM

Dear crush, what the hell you do to me? All of the sudden I'm getting this freaking emotional breakdowns and I can't understand them. I'm sure is because you went for the kill way to soon and succeeded at it without letting me sort things out. Now I am afraid of falling for you and knowing that is not going to end up right is bothering me so freaking much. My love life has been a disaster and your not necessarily contributing towards it. Don't get me wrong, I am enjoying the time with you, but is simply messing up my thinking mechanism.

I wish I can win the jackpot and just disappear from this area, at least for a month until I sort things thru.

07-06-2012, 08:54 AM	#1026
Nyctalop Member [03%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Jan 2009 Posts: 145	I die a little inside every day that passes that you don't acknowledge me. My heart shrinks, getting smaller and smaller, as I realize that my hopes are in vain. I'm already trying to move on but it's hard. Especially with you around every day to remind me how much I care about you and how great everything could be but isn't. You probably don't even give a second thought about me and I wish I could too. Not about me, at this moment I couldn't care less about myself, but about you. The most horrible thing is that I know you're not happy and I can't do anything about it. The feeling of powerlessness is mortifying. If you were happy, even with someone else, that would be bearable. I could dream about you, I could encroach on your happiness, I could get a good night's sleep. I'm looking at other women and they seem grey to your colour. I hope you can forget me because I know I won't forget you.
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07-06-2012, 10:31 AM	#1027
MecEngFTW New Member [01%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Jul 2012 Posts: 10	Dear Crush, You said you had a crush on me to my face and I thought you were cute as well. Then with every subsequent effort to get together, you always have something going on. So me facing facts, I've decided to move on in my life. Luckily, there was no real overall emotional attachment so I played video games that night and pretty much forgot about it. What could've been though, what could've been. P.S. Stop saying hot water heater, it's redundant.
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07-06-2012, 10:19 PM	#1028
dzr New Member [01%] MBTI: INFJ Join Date: Jul 2012 Posts: 45	Dearly beloved, I still cannot thank you enough for having been apart of my life. Our relationship was nothing but positive impacts for me and it was all because I wanted to please you. Whether or not you decide to keep this connection between us, I just want you to know that you will always have a place in my heart and I will always be here for you because I still believe you to be the best thing that's happened to me. That will change or not depending on the choices you make with our current situation. I just hope that the connection between us is strong enough to make you hold on because I still want to repay you for changing my life by changing yours. I want to be the one to make you happy. Your amazing ex-boyfriend, dzr
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07-06-2012, 10:43 PM	#1029
mcantrim Member [37%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Dec 2009 Posts: 1,494	''For of all sad words of tongue or pen The saddest are these 'it might have been' ''
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07-06-2012, 10:58 PM	#1030
JC22 Core Member [112%] MBTI: xxxx Join Date: Sep 2011 Posts: 4,509	Dear chick at the office, You don't need to sit 5 inches away from my face to have a conversation with me. I am not going to kiss you anytime soon and the CO2 exchanged inhalation isnt healthy for us. P.S For a confident, socially experience ENFJ, you do kinda suck at hiding it from me.
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07-07-2012, 12:32 PM	#1031
AaronSheffield Core Member [113%] MBTI: InTj Join Date: Jun 2009 Posts: 4,531	K, Like anyone else, as I get older I look back and see times in my life when, had I the opportunity to relive the event, I would now choose differently. But that is a part of life and a part of growing and there is only one decision that I can truly say that I "regret" in the sense that its memory causes me pain. My decision to leave you. I am no longer young enough nor naive enough to imagine that there can never be another woman for me. Neither am I arrogant enough to imagine that you are not in all likelihood better off without a partner as distant as I have a tendency to be. I am not unhappy in my life; each day brings fresh joys and I strive to recognize them just as I always have. I have not abjured the company of other women in some unwarranted and too-optimistic hope that you and I will someday be together again. I do not judge my dates on how closely they resemble you and I am able to find excitement about the woman with whom I am going to the symphony on Thursday. If a second chance were possible, I would take it, but I am, if nothing else, practical and so I do not pine. But I miss you. Every day. And I wish that I had made the better choice on that day last April. AS
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07-07-2012, 12:56 PM	#1032
PRBori Core Member [111%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Feb 2008 Posts: 4,457	dear crush, I think I would like playing the role of an Indian princess for you, I can assure you it will be fun and I just happen to have all the necessary gadgets to do just that. So sure, why not, I'll make sure to make it a date to remember. So get ready for a HINDI princess you'll never forget. or maybe not. Maybe someone else would enjoy it some time down the road when I'm ready to search for someone easier to understand.
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07-07-2012, 03:42 PM	#1033
JackCY Core Member [111%] MBTI: INTj Join Date: Jan 2011 Posts: 4,458	As you wish.
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07-07-2012, 04:28 PM	#1034
Ambra Veteran Member [63%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Jul 2009 Posts: 2,535	Dear You, I haven't thought about you in ages so how can it be that you're on my mind so much lately? I can't tell if I am longing for you or for something I associate with you, but it doesn't matter. Since you're taking up space in my mind, I can't help but think of freakishly efficient ways to mess with you. To view links or images in this forum your post count must be 2 or greater. You currently have 0 posts. It's really nice to feel again the subtle burn of a familiar affection for someone who has always treated me with complete honesty and respect. Where ever you are, you are on my mind. As Always.
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07-07-2012, 08:06 PM	#1035
yeah New Member [01%] MBTI: intj Join Date: Mar 2010 Posts: 16	Although there was nothing between us, I felt compelled to do it. My execution should have been different. Now, since I lack the necessary information, I will not make another attempt.
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07-07-2012, 08:36 PM	#1036
arduousname New Member [01%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Jan 2009 Posts: 42	Run! Run far, fast, and now! Just a suggestion from personal experience. Originally Posted by Carot Dear crush, Why? I expected to never hear from you again, to be shunned. I never once expected an apology. Who apologizes to a monster, to a freak? I was so close, my calm had nearly returned. With one text, with one asking of forgiveness, it is gone again. You tell me you hurt and suddenly I seek to only help ease that, regardless of the cost to myself.
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07-08-2012, 09:03 AM	#1038
LiveNotOnEvil Banned MBTI: XXXX Join Date: Jul 2012 Posts: 667	Dear crush, Saint Valentine was stoned to death for man's romantic sins and as such, I never have to give you anything on Valentine's Day. Yours Duly, a person
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07-09-2012, 02:12 AM	#1039
Lilie Member [29%] MBTI: INtJ Join Date: Apr 2012 Posts: 1,172	Dear Boyfriend Your complete indifference to cats is kind of disturbing, like how can you just totally ignore a ~~sweetie weetie bitty boo cutie ums kitty~~ cat when it rubs against you? but your friends are right: you are just going to have to deal with having a cat around. Not today, or maybe even next year, but I really love cats and won't do without one indefinitely. My dad didn't like cats either but after a few years with our darling S, he warmed up to her. Kind of. You will too! ^_^
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07-09-2012, 10:15 AM	#1040
Artio Core Member [515%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Aug 2010 Posts: 20,632	hides a picture under your pillow ( Show Spoiler ) To view links or images in this forum your post count must be 2 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.
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07-10-2012, 06:37 PM	#1041
PRBori Core Member [111%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Feb 2008 Posts: 4,457	Dear crush, this is not healthy. I can't stand it. I think is best to go separate ways. I don't know what to think of it anymore. You said you want to be friends, but I don't see you wanting to know me for me. Besides I am almost certain I'm not your type, yes I might be sexy and intelligent, but I know there are a few things that you couldn't deal with even if you think you can. I have feelings and althought I have managed to supress them, the fact is that they are somehow eating me inside. I hate the fact that you text me when you feel like it, ignore some of my questions, and yet spend almost all day texting others at work. I'm having a hard time trusting you. Bottom line, what we have is not a friendship. At least not what I think of what a friendship should be like.
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07-13-2012, 04:35 PM	#1042
warweasel Member [08%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Apr 2011 Posts: 322	Dear INTJ(?) Coworker... I like you. Not interested in a relationship, but if you wanna bump uglies sometime, I'd be down for that.
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07-13-2012, 04:59 PM	#1043
PRBori Core Member [111%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Feb 2008 Posts: 4,457	Dear crush why do you have to be so dam handsome? I am missing our interactions like crazy and your touch. I'm not sure I can stay away any longer. In any event, I am looking forward to going out with you again. It's crazy, I'm not sure what is going to happen anymore. Being so close to you doesn't help either. To view links or images in this forum your post count must be 2 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.
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07-14-2012, 09:51 AM	#1045
Rachminov Member [08%] MBTI: INFJ Join Date: Sep 2010 Posts: 329	Dear crush(es), You have to know that honestly, I'm through with the making out in the back of your car or the backstage massages. I want for you to kiss me - just a peck on my temple even - and tell me how you feel. I'm not a sex object. I want one of you to do this soon or I will have to move on to something better. Bethany
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07-15-2012, 02:18 AM	#1046
RootBeer New Member [01%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Jul 2012 Posts: 9	(I wasn't going to go to the trouble of sending this to the person, but after I went to all the trouble of writing it for a freaking forum post, I figured I might as well send it anyway. I have nothing to lose.) ------- Dear _______ You have changed so much since I met you. In the past two weeks you've gone from someone I adored to someone who seems very different. I thought I knew you... it is so rare for me to misjudge people. I am just completely confused and surprised and that is why I don't even try to talk to you. I can't relate. When I first found you I knew you were different from anyone else I ever met. You were writing essays, singing songs, playing guitar, posing for fashion photos... how does one person have so many talents and interests? I am still not sure actually. I only have one thing I am extremely good at, so I had to respect you for you talents. A lot. I was so impressed by you that I was in love with you. No, not at first, but after speaking to you and finding you were even better than I thought... unreal actually... When you actually started reading some obscure philosopher I found, I never felt so happy. You actually listened to me and went to the trouble of caring enough to study it. That never happens in the real world. It still makes me smile a little even now to think about it. I don't care about the book or whatever else. Just that you did it. Awesome. However, now it almost feels like our short “friendship” was some sort of hallucination I had!!! I still have some of our emails in my mailbox so I know it was real though. I was actually thinking that tonight – maybe I hallucinated. It really happened though. I checked. I wonder if you think I won't talk to you because you are a pot smoker or drunk or whatever it is you are doing now??? No, actually I don't care so much about that. I don't have problems with people doing drugs. My ex-girlfriend was a stoner. However it seems like you have been high or drunk for two weeks straight and it makes me worry a bit, but whatever. I know how it is when someone says to you “(something)...makes me worry.” You feel like saying “shut up” or “grow up”, but hey, what can I say – it is what it is. Be happy someone cares about you. There are some people (not me) who are completely alone and 100% no one gives a shit about. At least I have a couple of people who care I'm not dead and so do you. It doesn't bother me if you are drunk. I know the feeling. I love it actually. I wrote to you a couple times when I was drunk. I am constantly on edge and need to relax. Yes, it does it for me. However for this month I decided to stop drinking completely. I think you caused my new sobriety, and you will probably be offended by that or consider it a joke. I was actually thinking about giving up drinking the rest of my life but then I was listening to country music songs tonight and noticed that they sounded a lot better when I was drunk. So I guess I will get back to drinking eventually. For now though I am off drinking and am working out, weightlifting again. In case you are wondering... yes, I do realize how stupid our “relationship” is... for a lot of reasons which I don't need to explain. I simply don't care though. You were so unique and interesting and I just decided that it doesn't matter. I don't care what other people in the world think. When I decide to do something, I just do it and dont' give a fuck whether it makes any sense. One more thing. I am not actually a moral or nice person. I am really a very cold person, almost emotionless when dealing with people. I don't even care about death. After all, millions of animals die in the woods every day and no one gives a shit? Why should a human be any different? Most people in this world are worthless and I don't care. I think they are no different than animals. The difference is when I find that ONE person who is that type of person that is “my type” I absolutely would do anything for them and protecting them is all I think about. You are not the first - in fact I still have someone who I have a relationship like that with but that has nothing to do with you so I'm not gonna explain it. Anyway, YOU are one of those people who is LITERALLY one in ten million of people. The unique super talented and excellent person (or perhaps was... past tense). That is why I was so nice to you. I guess that is all I have to say. I absolutely LOVED the short time we knew each other. I am done with you now though – I have to be. I am like either "all on" or "all off" and no in between states. I know you are happy now and you don't have to reply. I really sincerely hope you have a great life because you deserve it. Don't take this as me judging you. If you are living the life of what is in your nature, you are doing the right thing (yes I really believe all that philosophy). Do what you were meant to do and you will be happy. Thank You, Love(d) You _____ and Bye Forever -Matt
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07-15-2012, 07:34 AM	#1047
Foggers Member [03%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: May 2011 Posts: 133	I still have feelings for you. I wish things had worked out differently and that we could still be friends. Also I wish I hadn't looked at your Facebook. You're too sweet and adorable looking. If only you'd chosen me. fuck
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07-15-2012, 08:56 AM	#1048
peppersasen Veteran Member [63%] MBTI: INxx Join Date: Feb 2011 Posts: 2,555	I haven't cried in a month. But the humiliation from being unwanted at my parents is beginning to really get to me. I need a husband fast. I don't care if I have to how much I destroy myself to be able to move out. Help me.
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07-15-2012, 09:58 AM	#1049
reiven Core Member [579%] MBTI: intp Join Date: Nov 2009 Posts: 23,197	pssst, i really really really throws arm over face really like you. really.
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07-15-2012, 10:29 AM	#1050
PRBori Core Member [111%] MBTI: INTJ Join Date: Feb 2008 Posts: 4,457	Dear crush, what the hell you do to me? All of the sudden I'm getting this freaking emotional breakdowns and I can't understand them. I'm sure is because you went for the kill way to soon and succeeded at it without letting me sort things out. Now I am afraid of falling for you and knowing that is not going to end up right is bothering me so freaking much. My love life has been a disaster and your not necessarily contributing towards it. Don't get me wrong, I am enjoying the time with you, but is simply messing up my thinking mechanism. I wish I can win the jackpot and just disappear from this area, at least for a month until I sort things thru.
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