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Don't got to tell me. It's like 24 years wasted. By now everyone else has developed their talents and using them to make a life. I feel like I've got nothing to go on except to work and go to school.

Well, if the depression is from a chemical balance, the only thing to do is try to balance out the sadness with meds and other tactics, yeah?

Hope you have a wonderful holiday!

That is great you saw her. I am positive you will find the right balance and medication for you. It takes some time to find that. I know medication has saved lives too, it's just very hard to find the right one and keeping it stable. No problem with the support, I am concerned. Keep me posted. BTW do you live near where the shooting took place? That is so tragic. I can't get it out of my head. I have friends in Danbury that knew some of the children. Absolutely horrifying

No it's good you are tackling this head on. I was talking about the relationship part. I am sorry I don't know much about the medicine. I am pretty holistic when it comes to them but I do know they have saved lives. I am just really concerned if you have something chemically going on you need something to help stabilize them. Definitely see the doctor and hopefully there is something he can advise. Life should not be lived without feelings and I know that is a big problem with the medications. I am just really worried about you hitting some low points and possibly doing something to yourself. You know yourself better then me but I am concerned. Let me know how it goes. You will get straightened out and you are handling things really well. xoxoxox

Oh no, I am so sorry Withdrawing from medication can be really terrible. I hope you feel better soon and glad you are getting back to the doctor. I am sorry about your relationship as well. They are hard. Try not to dwell on it and look out for yourself. Keep me posted how you are doing and take care of yourself. Sending positive vibes your way.

Hi, I hope you are well

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Aww so nice to put a face to you!

That is awesome! I am so happy for ya! It's great things have really changed around for the positive for you. Best of luck with your new relationship too - that is wonderful! What a relief to hear in so many ways and keep up the great work - it's inspiring. Have a great holiday if I don't talk to you too

Hi I am sorry I have not been online in some time. How are you doing? And how is the medication working for you? I hope you are feeling better. You cross my mind often and hope you are beginning to come around

You're full of fun things to know, aren't you? Were you a Guardian in a previous life?

Magic switch: http://www.amazon.com/Overcoming-Low-Self-Esteem-Behavioral-Techniques/dp/0465012663/ref=pd_sim_b_5 ...I have this and it works for me

No I am not, I am like this to anyone I like and feel is being treated unfairly. Apparently I am a satanist towards jerks! No, it's no big deal, I just know you are trying to get better and comments like that don't help. He doesn't mean any harm either he just as much wants to see you get better too. I think people get frustrated when they know they can't help and it's up to the person. But we CAN be supportive I think. It isn't a big deal seriously. You are a good person and really like you, of course I will defend you when I can!

the best thing for people with low self-esteem (myself including), is talking to people with same issues, and having friends where you can joke about it openly, versus having it bottled up and chewing away at your motivation

I have to run for the day, but I am thinking of you! Keep me posted how you are and look after yourself. I think you are on the path to a very different view of life and yourself. Sometimes these hardest moments happen to us for a reason. They can give us a new appreciation of life and wisdom. But look after yourself and make sure you let your doctor know anything that feels odd. TTYL

Aww I am so sorry to hear that. Don't feel that way, I know it's hard not to. Many people feel very alone and that nobody understands them and yes we are all our own individuals, but we are also all interconnected. The illusion is that we are separate, but in reality we are all one. So don't think that way - You are never alone Are you feeling strange side effects to your medicine? Make sure you have any disturbing thoughts and more than usual to contact your doctor. You are going to be ok and just know we are all in this together. You are taking the right steps, the hardest ones and you should feel incredibly proud. You are strong, don't think otherwise and I have a lot of faith you are going to be ok

awesome pic you made

Good then! Looks like we are going to have to keep you locked up in school! Who do think is the crazy one now?