Yes. A new day and I am doing much better. Got my mind back on track and am more relaxed. As I said, it happens somethimes. As for meditataion? I have tried and it ain't for me.

More like the turn brain on, turn brain off switch....I think mine is broken.

Actually, I enjoy being alone. It takes someone very speacil for me to want to spend my time with, as more then just a casual friend, anyway. Its not being alone, so much as it is the on/off switch doesn't work.

You would think a lifetime of this happening, I would find a solution....

Entertainment value.

It usually does. It is my guilty pleasure. Its just the time leading up to it and the time after that will make me bat shit crazy.

It's Sunday...TrueBlood night, so my angish will be over soon.

I'm not sure if it is "blue".....I am suffering from a lack of mental stimulation, I think. There is a thread that I could go jump into feet first, but it would only serve to piss me off so bad I wouldn't be able to see straight. So, I'm wandering around the forum like a lost little kid....

All children have baggage.

Actually, those are (were) on the front porch. The photo is a couple of yers old.

I would love to be there right now.....sandy beach without people is my dream. Its close to that here, but the water is too cold.

I like your avatar.

Just clerical

I think there could be a correlation between personality type and certain illnesses. However, the low response rate is more likely because most forumites are too young to care. I'm not sure of the average age, but the median is almost certainly in the 20s, and they're all indestructible.

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