Wow ... opinion on nerds? I definitely have lots of nerd love going on here
I was heavily involved with music--played piano since I knew how to walk and talk, went to conservatory to study, played a bit of percussion in jazz band, trumpet & euphonium for classical band and stage band, electric bass briefly, etc. So learning guitar is a way for me to get back into music without the demands to be perfect in the back of my head. Yoga helps, but oh my... I did yoga breathing one time, and it relaxed me so much that all the emotional suppression came rushing out.
I think I just have a lot of things I am carrying... relationship in general bothers me--family, friends, partner, work, etc. It seems as if though I do want to make some new decent friends here, but it's hard to find NT/NF people to converse with, without getting into any lengthy explanation for a simple idea.