Can I watch you play today?

Well, just think about it. "Crazy" is more of a, oh my god that guy is eating a hat kind of thing. Insane, out of touch with reality, incapable of rational thought.

I feel like "disturbed" is more accurate. Still capable of rational thought, just severely damaged, warped. Wouldn't mistake a hat for a sandwich, but likely has mental issues like guiltless and conscious-less behavior, apathy, sociopathic behavior, etc.

You see?

Is it fair to say there is a difference between "crazy" and "disturbed"? He's a competent adult, and I don't think he's "insane". Deeply disturbed, yes.

True, but no less creepy.

kinda creepy, Tom

It's well earned

*kisses your other cheek* good morning Tomtom

*kisses your cheek* good day Tomie!

Reading your blog.

Hi

*waits for it*

Good morning sunshine *throws a pancake at you*

Well, I'm hoping that classes will speed up after this week. This is the week where they usually start doing 1st tests of the semesters and all the first major projects and papers are due. After this, things usually speed up. But my classes just feel so easy.

I can still keep up my personal learning exercise of the social thing, but this is also slow and dull. It's one of those things I can't really speed up, though. I have to go slow because overexposing myself will only harm me.

I could try and squeeze in more self projects. A load of small, slow moving projects is almost as good as a few fast moving ones, I guess.

I don't know what you're asking. I don't like to feel stagnant, and when I do, I get emotions?

Learning.

Nothing highly interesting. Nothing I can see specific benchmarks of progress with. Saying "yes" to social type opportunities is a challenge, but very slow, boring, and rather uninteresting.

ASL isn't easy though. The failure rate is higher than the pass rate in the subject, across the whole board of professors. I'm just not an idiot and I practice, so I make good grades. All my classes are that way. Difficult, but not particularly difficult for me, though I do find them all to be worthwhile. But I understand your point.

I have no challenges.

Nothing. I'm not all watery or anything. Just sitting in the library studying for my ASL test in 30 minutes. I'll get an A on the test, and I'm not worried about it. But I just want to evaporate and disappear.

*books a vacation in Hungary to go live in your castle for a while*

Tom, it's happening again. I feel like crap.