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  1. UnicornMagic
    Today 06:42 PM
    UnicornMagic
    Pleasure xxxx
  2. ness2361
    Today 06:38 PM
    ness2361 commented on Member Pictures Kid Edition
    I don't think you'd want mine, and might be satisfied with your own after taking a gander or getting a goose egg's view of my own.
  3. ness2361
    Today 04:33 PM
    ness2361
    Thanks for this.

    I just said "Fuck it" when I typed as I did about the isolation.

    I think it's hard for most on this forum--active members, not necessarily some "listeners", those called lurkers by so many--as though all listeners are somehow potential stalkers or voyeurs rather than shy and trying to learn before jumping in, or dipping a toe... -- to relate to someone so ill; older; coming from a different background; heading toward a different future; holding dissimilar goals...

    And I'm ill; have no family but my husband. No car; no money; no job.

    I do have auto-immune, bowel and circulatory diseases: plural. And they limit a lot of what I can and cannot do, where I can and cannot go, and with whom for how long, so even now that I just made my new friend, David, he has to be, and he is, solicitous about my limitations.

    I'm fortunate that he is former career military who took early retirement, after serving more than 20 years, because of disabilities including PTSD, so he is sensitive to my needing some slack health persons don't need.

    Being in this climate has made the difference between what was a sometimes need, like oh, 10 minutes, no exaggeration, daily of talking to a mail carrier, a next door neighbor, someone at the library or post office, was generally enough for me, and then maybe once a week with a small group of people, or one-on-one friend. Good to go:

    That was in San Diego: Doing yoga; walking every day; dancing some; writing on a manuscript; had a cat I adored and trained (every day, too), had to leave behind.

    Here?

    PTSD from childhood neglect, foster care, rape (actual rape, not "molest"), family suicides, one murdered cousin, and so much more, plus the weather that affects my circulatory system, my ability to get around outside, and inside to feel safe, focus on my goals:

    I am not the same person in certain ways that I was a little over two years ago right before I moved back here. It was a forced, necessary move, a regretable one--and one I'm now coming to terms with, beginning to get whatever autonomy I can, and resigning myself without a whimper to what I cannot improve.

    I am in the process of growth, so it can be hard for me, let alone strangers on this board--and friends here too--to get a sense of what i'm battling.

    And let's face it, how many human being are really empathetic to anyone, let alone those they meet, and may like, online. Rhetorical question.

    So, there you go:

    I'm going for broke, got nothing to lose by writing about what is happening. What's someone gonna do, call me a crybaby, a fake INTP, and unfriend or avoid me?

    If so, good: I don't need insensitive, suspicious, cold or uncaring people in my life--on or off-Board.

    I had a good and tiring day: finally got 8hrs sleep, so tired, yup; and happy, too.
  4. ness2361
    Today 02:35 PM
    ness2361
    I've loved the image of an owl, and to a great extent owls themselves, since I was quite young, but I observed, researched, and related to octopuses more.

    I agree about the expression on Woodsie's avatar (current), and others she's used. Sense I have of you, new I know, is you take less shit--seem more chill but it's because you don't care enough about some slight by a stranger to go toe-to-toe, but you would if you did.

    I hope I'm around to see/read it, if it happens here.

    Wicked is a part of me I don't want to give up, which is good, because I don't think I can. grew too soon, driven in to deep, comes up on occasion.
  5. ness2361
    I test owl on every animal kind of questionnaire or fun game, serious one, all, and every time. Well, I think PlayBuzz or whatever that site is called said I was an octopus. I've never gotten fox, but did you notice that though the color is different, you and WoodsWoman have fox avatars and are both INFPs? I thought that was interesting. And considering where she lives, maybe hers should be the white one.
  6. UnicornMagic
    Today 09:56 AM
    UnicornMagic
    A controversial chinese artist called Yummei
  7. WoodsWoman
    Today 09:03 AM
    WoodsWoman
    It ebbs and flows. People come and go. At the moment the parts I interact with seem more generally positive. I suppose one's experience is what one makes of it. *smile*
  8. WoodsWoman
    Today 08:24 AM
    WoodsWoman
    Hey there - it has been a VERY long time!!
  9. UnicornMagic
    Today 05:44 AM
    UnicornMagic
    Your avatar is adorable. Welcome to you Snowy the gorgeous one.
  10. Gemini17
    Today 12:45 AM
    Gemini17
  11. Trystero
    Yesterday 05:17 PM
    Trystero
    Not at all
  12. ness2361
    Yesterday 03:57 PM
    ness2361 commented on You just have to have the last word
    He won't appreciate it like I will; if he makes one false move, don't shoot him--just regift that baby. I'm all mouth, and it's wide open.
  13. Trystero
    Yesterday 03:34 PM
    Trystero
    As in you found many people who do?

    Either way that's better than what I thought you did to find it

    ;p
  14. Trystero
    Yesterday 02:50 PM
    Trystero
    Far back yo
  15. Petrichxr
    02-03-2016 08:18 AM
    Petrichxr commented on FINALLY! A Quality Pokemon Type Quiz!
    Got the same one as you, fellow INFP! :D
  16. El Cas
    11-07-2014 10:57 PM
    El Cas
    ok
  17. MichaelEmouse
    09-27-2014 07:46 AM
    MichaelEmouse
    This is relevant to our interests: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Flow_(psychology)
  18. UnrequitedMind
    09-15-2014 01:22 PM
    UnrequitedMind
    Yes, I'm just fine. Never been better :D
  19. doll
    09-14-2014 10:23 PM
    doll
    your description of people's reactions just really interests me and comes at an interesting time also - i like all kinds of art and those illustrations really spoke to me. but scroll down on my wall and you will see that others don't necessarily see it the same way. sometimes art expresses a feeling or a mood that i like or relate to, and others seem really bothered about it. given the recent reaction to my avatar, i can guess that others read a lot of negative things into bautista's stuff. which reminds me, you might like tara mcpherson if you aren't familiar with her. http://www.taramcpherson.com/

    didn't mean to wig you out with the friend request. i guess here, i look at it as making a connection, and i especially tend to want to connect with other nfp types, because sometimes the atmosphere here doesn't feel very friendly to "feelers."

    i don't do much that's interesting. spend too much time online, looking at art, listening to music, watching minecrafters i like, creeping this forum, lol. i have kids and a very boring job, so i just do what i like when i can. sometimes read scifi or play games (currently fallout: new vegas). i wrote a fanfic awhile back and never finished (of course!). i've been wanting to read some again lately but haven't gotten around to it.

    yourself?
  20. ppu6502
    09-14-2014 05:28 PM
    ppu6502
    got a custom user title as appreciation for a bit of a technical help on the site

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