Nomad78
02-02-2009, 04:49 PM
I am curious... and also in search for kindred souls in this matter - have you felt that broken heart and ambition are related?
Here it is - banal, banal, BANAL - I met a man - good-looking, older man, a very successful man, charming, sexy, you name it-man. fell for him while sensing that it is too good to be true, and he was one manipulative piece of work, although he was also touched by our romance, but was too lazy or too stubborn to let me into his life (he had a young kid and was divorced). he offered friendship when he realized that i wanted something serious, but for once, diplomacy wasn't something i could handle. so no friendship. this was months ago. but i feel that i am not free of him. this is one single incident that has left left such deep marks, possibly because i felt that he was everything i ever wanted, because apart from the purely emotional side of things, he was and is the most ambitious man i have ever dated, he was the embodiment of everything i have ever wanted, the life i wanted to live, a man i could respect and he is not mine... and now, i just pass time and it dies hard, to paraphrase Chandler.
Here it is - banal, banal, BANAL - I met a man - good-looking, older man, a very successful man, charming, sexy, you name it-man. fell for him while sensing that it is too good to be true, and he was one manipulative piece of work, although he was also touched by our romance, but was too lazy or too stubborn to let me into his life (he had a young kid and was divorced). he offered friendship when he realized that i wanted something serious, but for once, diplomacy wasn't something i could handle. so no friendship. this was months ago. but i feel that i am not free of him. this is one single incident that has left left such deep marks, possibly because i felt that he was everything i ever wanted, because apart from the purely emotional side of things, he was and is the most ambitious man i have ever dated, he was the embodiment of everything i have ever wanted, the life i wanted to live, a man i could respect and he is not mine... and now, i just pass time and it dies hard, to paraphrase Chandler.